musings

".... When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives, for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow may be profound, the clouds will clear, and the sun will shine on us again. And in that warm, bright light we will find ourselves facing a glorious future.." - Prince and Me


its hard to let go..

22!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

april 14 came and went just like any other date.. i didnt feel anything special - grew an inch or something to that extent which would make me see just how different it was supposed to be than the other dates in the calendar..

other than being the center of attention for a few minutes and the constant greetings of people whenever i passed and the gift and cakes and singings and the hope that maybe something would be really different this year..

im actually 22.. but nothing seems to have change in me since when i was 16. well height stopped at 12 ata hhe.. weight is constantly changing until now..

anyway this year my goal is to find a better job promise either within the same company or in a different company... OR start a business which i could be proud of..: )