post number 3

i guess i have lots of things in my mind... kept on posting and posting since i havent posted ina while na din

parang weird kasi na ipagsama sama ang aking mga thoughts in one long long post..

i've watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants in HBO this afternoon.. it was pretty cute to watch it kasi parang it reflects a part of my life.. obviously having 3 bestfriends din : ) who are great and nice din..

one of the scene Lena was describing herself and her three bestfriends..

she decribed herself as some who doesnt know who she is but knows what she wants to be.. which is a constant struggle and question for me too.. especially nowadays..

while her friends are- "simply just great", "knows what she wants" and "is strong".. basta parang ganun yung description niya which i could use to describe H R and L respectively..

i dont know if the three would agree but everyone is entitled to their own opinion my friends ; )

the movie came out around 2005-2006 which was around the time when we were graduating and preparing for a life outside college.. a life totally separate from each other especially when the three went to beijing .. : P

Carmen: [voiceover] It would be easy to say that the pants changed everything that summer. But looking back now I feel like our lives changed because they had to, and that the real magic of the pants was in bearing witness to all of this and in somehow holding us together when it felt like nothing would ever be the same again. [pause]
Carmen: Some things never would be
Lena: But we know now that no matter how far we traveled on our own separate paths...
Bridget: Somehow we would always find out way back to each other.
Tibby: And with that, we could get through anything.
Bridget: To us. Who we were, and who we are. And who we'll be.
Tibby: To the pants.
Lena: And the sisterhood.
Carmen: And this moment, and the rest of our lives.
Carmen, Lena, Bridget, Tibby: Together and apart.

*hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

song of my May - June 07

i know its over dramatic of me but ive been listening to this song on the ipod over and over making it one of the most heard song in it... i guess i felt it describes my "relationship" with a colleague of mine.. which i would never ever admit in the office... i guess may pagka masochist din ako in a sense that i dwell in sad thoughts..

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a starThats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe that

I could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

life is....unpredictable

sad news - - - a blockmate of my older shoti died.. im not sure about the details.. he was one of my brother's friends in college.. even though i dont know him i felt really sad for him his family his friends.. ang hirap kasing ma understand how someone so young would/could die so suddenly.

life is stranger than fiction as a newpaper article pointed out - in fiction the story tries to be as logical as possible, which was right in a sense, 1+1 would always add up to 2... your Mr right would always find you *serendipity*... a mystery would always have an answer... everything has a reason and purpose.

but not real life ... the right guy might not want to meet you. having no problem might cause a problem on its own. having a college degree does not mean you would find a job. a young person does not mean he has his whole life ahead of him. a young healthy person could just die at any moment at any place at any time.

I guess life is not about happy endings - maybe its about happy moments..