Sleep paralysis

i used to have these dreams/nightmares that i can't move or wake up... it scared the hell out of me because it occurs so often before.. like twice to thrice in a week.. so since the curious nerd that iam i researched it..

thank you wikipedia- sleep paralysis..

fyi lang hehe

vcd syndrom

when i was a kid, i have this frustrating habit of wanting to watch some movies over and over again.. which my mom would always comment with "may balak ka bang maging director?" haha.. well as a matter of fact.. lol.. i love to write stories when i was a kid but thats about it..

but now this habit of wanting to watch movies over and over is turned into buying dvds to stack in my little drawer in case i would want to watch that particular movie uhm 2 years from now..

i have tons of vcd and dvd which were not opened due to the fact that i have watched it already.. but i still have this uncontrolable urge to purchase them because i might just feel like watching it again sometime.. being the cheap person that iam.. i would usually be tempted more when the video stores are selling original vcds at the price of Php75!!

i know vcds are like so last 3years but i always reason out with myself that these are originals and would make a teensy dent on the actors pockets...

well unless original dvd sells at a bargain of Php 100 each.. then i guess my drawers would be full of double disc vcds until further notice.

the weekend of everything that flies

last sunday i forced my parents and some siblings to go with me to Clark to catch the Annual BalloonFest.. yep FORCED.. i dont know why they just didnt told me earlier that they dont want to go then maybe i wouldn't have set my hopes on going.. sheesh.. my dad was the only one who wanted to go... but it wont be fun with only two of us.

so i dragged a few more people hehe.. my bro needed to come to drive us all the way there. there was a charge of Php100per head.. my mom said it was too much but seeing how many people there were in that place.. i think lowering the charge would double the people there!!

there were kites and airplanes and helicopters and parachutes and balloons.. and tanks... i have no idea what the tanks were doing there and the jeeps.. haha..

with all those kites there you would think it was easy flying a kite. but damn its hard.. but me and bro and sis stick to our reason that our double stringed big kite is very heavy.. so it is not advisable for first timers!! haha yep we are defensive.. people were laughing at us na kaya.. and some strangers even got the nerve to take pictures of our kite flying attempts.. i hope their pictures sux.

it was so hard to catch the balloons lit up.. we waited for almost an hour and half standing by the sidelines waiting for the balloons to show up. grabe ang daming tao and of course ang daming kids. the kids were all so noisy and malikot it was irrittating. my brother was so pissed of it was funny.. i dont think i could get a favor out of him for a little while.

pero arent the balloons pretty?? hehehe.. my bro didnt thought so.. lol and after the traffic that happened in the carpark im not sure my parents would go back either.

low pain tolerance

i have been described to have a very low tolerance sa pain.. well if a very high self preservation instinct means low pain tolerance then i guess iam.. haha

i cringe in pain when i see people in pain. when i was younger i used to dream of becoming a doctor.. but when i reaalize that iam scared of blood.. well im not scared of the blood per se but dun sa sugat.. i feel the pain as if i am the one with the sugat.. it gives me the creeps.

haha so the dream of becoming a doctor was scrapped.. and now that i think about it maybe thats also the reason why i cry so easily.... its like a defense mechanism people would usually back off when the see someone cry.. and embarrassing as it is. i do cry at the slightest things..

Miss Match

I have been wanting to watch the whole season of MissMatch for the longest time.. pero i always end up not finishing it.. finally i got to watch the finale of it.. and they didnt got together!!! sheesh.. hehe.. you would think that a story about a matchmaker would end up with the perfect match! haha.. frustrated ako sa ending..

simple things

it was just New Year and now its a quarter past February. February has been a pretty slow month.. nothing interesting happening. so i would just post some random pics from palawan:) they are a few of the ones i like.




i have always liked taking pictures of trees that are uhm bare. my mom is not very happy about it. haha.. she doesnt understand my fascination on the bare branches and sub branches against a solid backdrop off the sky. i feel that theres a beauty in the way that the tree looks so "dead" but you just knew that it would survive. its a cycle of life.

there was this butterfly that must have a thousand of butterflies.. there were so many that me and muy were afraid of them! imagine being afraid of something as pretty as a butterfly.. but there were so many of them rushing to you.. haha. you think you're being attacked. you'd think with that many butterflies we would be able to get a shot of a perfect one? hehe. pero even broken and not colorful. it is still nice.

sunset in the air.. can you just imagine how many ways and colors the sun sets every single day at different angles. no matter how you take it.. you would never ruin the shot.