random musings

listening to toni gonzaga's "Catch me Im falling for you" Galing it has the song and the lyrics.

i know i know.. super jologs ko lol.. song is the ost of a koreanovela im watching. actually was dragged to watch coz my officemates were watching it and saying that the girl is sort of like me daw.. kaya i needed to know if that's a compliment or an insult.. so then i got hooked myself.. darn it.. yun i have the cd watched it till the end and is still watching it on TV.

can someone just bang my head and give it some sense?

"Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? ..." - Hitch


it sucks to like someone who doesnt like you back.. it sucks more when people makes you think otherwise..


had my first appraisal in my new team.. got a pretty okay grade however i wanna know my teammate's grade without revealing mine.. hhe.

trinoma nights

it seems that ive been in trinoma every friday night this month.. this month lang din ba yung transformer natin L?

tonight i guess for the best na din the dinner was postponed since tatlo lang kami na pwd... i dunno they just decided to postpone it by going home.. hhe at least i didnt have to back out of the dinner which i unfortunately am not inclined to do.. kahit na alam kong pangit tignan feeling ko naman kasi there's nothing wrong with it eh..

anyway ended up having dinner in trinoma with 3 girls and talking about well boys and tsismis about my old dept..

as usual my mom is not too happy about this.. she is always angry at me for going home late at night.. she doesnt understand that inside the office we work and not bond... anyway.. its a routine na naman.. im such a stubborn bad daughter.

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i have so much things to say that i dont know how to put them in words..

its so frustrating

petty fights are frustrating..especially when mas apektado pa ko sa mga nag aaway..

guys are so dense

my team is falling apart.. its breaking apart literally cause two people are leaving in a month's time.. and in another sense cause nahahati na dahil sa away...

is it so hard to be part of a guys group? i find myself always surrounded by guys nowadays since my team is majority guys.. which i dont find awkward naman.. since they're the type of guys na friends before guy type. but i know my mom would kill me if she knew na i usually hang out with guys.. (dont even think about it.. they are not my type)

i just realized this kanina when a teammate asked me if i wanna hang out tom night since last few weeks na niya sa team.. and i was like "sure no problem" tapos since may away away nga and different personal reasons it ended up na 3 lang kami with 2 of them guys.. kaya tuloy now im thinking of backing out coz bka pangit na tignan that i go out with guys alone.. ahh i dont know.. last friday i was also out with 2 guys din.. my mom was just talking about maintaining "appearances" kaya tuloy na paranoid ako bigla..

ahh useless post nanaman.. just going on and on ranting and ranting hhe.. next time aayusin ko na.. : p