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Taiwan post

Im going on a three week Taiwan trip on May3-23, 09... Im super excited na talaga! hehe..

it feels like im back in school.. sort of.. medyo weird eh.. sayang lang coz some groups are forming cliques na so super parang high school. pero theres a handful of graceans din naman.. kami ang mga outcast hehe.. dami kasing taga ica. pero some of them are nice naman =)

right now. we are practicing for our performance. there's three performancees pero isa lang ang ippresent namin three times. medyo pinaghirapan na din namin. kaso mas kinareer ng ibang groups yung kanila. talagang 3 different performances sila. pero hinati nila yung group nila so not all would be performing each time.. hehe.. good idea sana pero ok na din... we were able to get to know each other more naman sa mga practices.(haha bitter)

apologies

Im super sorry for last saturday. medyo biglaan kasi yung problem at home so i wasnt able to go on the last minute... next time ulit!! Please =)

foreboding

have you ever had that feeling that something is going to happen.. something huge that you should anticipate it with joy/be scared witless about it?

sometimes.. i just go on a day and suddenly start to become restless. from past experiences... it doesnt seem to be a warning or anything.. its just a feeling but nothing ever really happens.. but its damn freaks me out everytime it happens..

since i dont know if its gonna be a good thing or bad thing.. whenever i feel unexplainably happy i would pull my happiness back and worry about what is causing that feeling. or when i feel unexplainably anxious i try to reassure myself to stop fretting.... did i forget something? or is there something important that is going to happen...

oh no.. when i write it out it feels more psychotic than when i was just thinking about it..

hehe.. anyway.. i dont understand myself either.. and im sure im not on drugs =D

Earth Hour 09

tonight is my shoti's grad night so we went to Edsa Shang to celebrate..

unfortunately due to miscommunication(i have a feeling on my part which i would never admit.. hehe).. di kami naka reserve sa Heat =( which was a huge disappointment since all of us were looking forward to eating their buffet na..

we ended up going to summer palace.. since my dad argued until they get us some place decent to eat.. the hotel was brimming with ateneans!

in accordance to earth hour Heat (where we did not eat) was lighted by candle light lang sniff sniff.. while sa summer palace all the lights were dimmed.. while in my house i closed all the lights before i left =) hehe...

Baguio

Eheads!!

it was an awesome night!!!!!!!


even after traveling 3 hours, standing in a crowded area with people smoking almost into your face, experiencing a near stampede, and almost getting stucked in the middle of edsa.. it was all worth it.. haha...


heres one of my favorite or my favorite eHeads song.. im sorry about the quality.. hehe.. i just wanted to share one of the "matino" videos na..

Baguio Experience

amid all the craziness of the festival.. i did a pretty stupid thing.. hehe

background: since kuripot ako at i dont think its practical to ride a jeep for a less than 500m(approx) road.. i walked while my companions waited for a jeep.. i wanted to take a picture of a view kasi which i wont be able to take on a jeep.. and i also wanted to go to a chapel with a very cute roof..

kaso while i was walking.. i looked around first naman before taking a quick snap of the view from the road.. i swear walang tao.. pero while walking towards the hotel.. i noticed a scary looking guy following me.. since it was our second day in Baguio.. i knew that theres a hospital na mas malapit kaysa sa hotel from where i was.. so i hurriedly walk towards it and entered the hospital.. the scary guy stopped outside the hospital gate.. he did not entered the hospital grounds naman.. so i waited and waited for ten minutes siguro.. behind the parked cars.. until i saw him ride a jeep..

people in the hospital entrance were looking at me na nga eh.. pero they did not asked me whats wrong so i did not want to go accusing people naman..

after that i hurriedly went to our hotel... and did noo stopped by the chapel din coz it was closed =(.. i think thats approximately 20 minutes.. walking and hiding and all.. pagdating ko sa room.. wala pa ang mga magagaling kong kasama..

sheesh.. they needed to walk 1/4 of the way din coz walang jeep dun sa pinaghihintayan nila.. kung naglakad sana sila edi mas mabilis.. hehe

anyways.. i learned my lesson.. never to take pictures when there are people around.

Panagbenga - Float Parade

Ive been meaning to go to the Flower Festival in Baguio ever since ive heard of it.. so i jumped at the chance to go there last weekend.. it was not really that impromptu.. i knew abouttit for more than a month but waited until a week before the festival to tell my parents that im going to Baguio.. hehe..

medyo ang daming pictures kaya hirap i sift yung mukhang matino.. hehe.. pero medyo konti lang pictures ko kasi puro pics lang from my cam yung meron ako as of now..

i LOVE the float parade..

thats Kim and Gerald pala.. hehe.. people went crazy when they paraded..

im not sure if the flowers were all real.. pero i think some of them are... so cool!!!

samples of the floats.. i like them better than the street parade.. hehe.. next year punta tayo!!!!

Sleep paralysis

i used to have these dreams/nightmares that i can't move or wake up... it scared the hell out of me because it occurs so often before.. like twice to thrice in a week.. so since the curious nerd that iam i researched it..

thank you wikipedia- sleep paralysis..

fyi lang hehe

vcd syndrom

when i was a kid, i have this frustrating habit of wanting to watch some movies over and over again.. which my mom would always comment with "may balak ka bang maging director?" haha.. well as a matter of fact.. lol.. i love to write stories when i was a kid but thats about it..

but now this habit of wanting to watch movies over and over is turned into buying dvds to stack in my little drawer in case i would want to watch that particular movie uhm 2 years from now..

i have tons of vcd and dvd which were not opened due to the fact that i have watched it already.. but i still have this uncontrolable urge to purchase them because i might just feel like watching it again sometime.. being the cheap person that iam.. i would usually be tempted more when the video stores are selling original vcds at the price of Php75!!

i know vcds are like so last 3years but i always reason out with myself that these are originals and would make a teensy dent on the actors pockets...

well unless original dvd sells at a bargain of Php 100 each.. then i guess my drawers would be full of double disc vcds until further notice.

the weekend of everything that flies

last sunday i forced my parents and some siblings to go with me to Clark to catch the Annual BalloonFest.. yep FORCED.. i dont know why they just didnt told me earlier that they dont want to go then maybe i wouldn't have set my hopes on going.. sheesh.. my dad was the only one who wanted to go... but it wont be fun with only two of us.

so i dragged a few more people hehe.. my bro needed to come to drive us all the way there. there was a charge of Php100per head.. my mom said it was too much but seeing how many people there were in that place.. i think lowering the charge would double the people there!!

there were kites and airplanes and helicopters and parachutes and balloons.. and tanks... i have no idea what the tanks were doing there and the jeeps.. haha..

with all those kites there you would think it was easy flying a kite. but damn its hard.. but me and bro and sis stick to our reason that our double stringed big kite is very heavy.. so it is not advisable for first timers!! haha yep we are defensive.. people were laughing at us na kaya.. and some strangers even got the nerve to take pictures of our kite flying attempts.. i hope their pictures sux.

it was so hard to catch the balloons lit up.. we waited for almost an hour and half standing by the sidelines waiting for the balloons to show up. grabe ang daming tao and of course ang daming kids. the kids were all so noisy and malikot it was irrittating. my brother was so pissed of it was funny.. i dont think i could get a favor out of him for a little while.

pero arent the balloons pretty?? hehehe.. my bro didnt thought so.. lol and after the traffic that happened in the carpark im not sure my parents would go back either.

low pain tolerance

i have been described to have a very low tolerance sa pain.. well if a very high self preservation instinct means low pain tolerance then i guess iam.. haha

i cringe in pain when i see people in pain. when i was younger i used to dream of becoming a doctor.. but when i reaalize that iam scared of blood.. well im not scared of the blood per se but dun sa sugat.. i feel the pain as if i am the one with the sugat.. it gives me the creeps.

haha so the dream of becoming a doctor was scrapped.. and now that i think about it maybe thats also the reason why i cry so easily.... its like a defense mechanism people would usually back off when the see someone cry.. and embarrassing as it is. i do cry at the slightest things..

Miss Match

I have been wanting to watch the whole season of MissMatch for the longest time.. pero i always end up not finishing it.. finally i got to watch the finale of it.. and they didnt got together!!! sheesh.. hehe.. you would think that a story about a matchmaker would end up with the perfect match! haha.. frustrated ako sa ending..

simple things

it was just New Year and now its a quarter past February. February has been a pretty slow month.. nothing interesting happening. so i would just post some random pics from palawan:) they are a few of the ones i like.




i have always liked taking pictures of trees that are uhm bare. my mom is not very happy about it. haha.. she doesnt understand my fascination on the bare branches and sub branches against a solid backdrop off the sky. i feel that theres a beauty in the way that the tree looks so "dead" but you just knew that it would survive. its a cycle of life.

there was this butterfly that must have a thousand of butterflies.. there were so many that me and muy were afraid of them! imagine being afraid of something as pretty as a butterfly.. but there were so many of them rushing to you.. haha. you think you're being attacked. you'd think with that many butterflies we would be able to get a shot of a perfect one? hehe. pero even broken and not colorful. it is still nice.

sunset in the air.. can you just imagine how many ways and colors the sun sets every single day at different angles. no matter how you take it.. you would never ruin the shot.

inner maldita

i had a mani pedi in a nearby shop where it cost less than 200bucks to have both.. but inclusive of tips it cost 200 na.. i had mine done thursday night.. even with the nicks and the slowness of their manicurist i didnt complained..

well a weekend trip after.. my manicure and pedicure were "natutuklap" na.. so my mom told me to go back and ask them to either repaint the ruined ones or ask them to take the color off..

so i went to the shop and asked if they could do it over.. since they were the ones who didnt do a good job.. my manicure usually last 1 week and pedicure usually last a month when im really lazy to take them off..

they asked for a peso para daw di malasin yung day coz it was monday morning and i was the first one in.. since i didnt brought money with me i asked my sis to send someone to bring me a peso.. and i gave it to them..

well my question is this.. was i being a maldita to give them a peso? hehe i know i know.. i understand where my mom and grandma and sister and brother and dad were coming from.. if they asked me for a peso it meant give them a tip.. well in my opinion.. i didnt owe them a dime and if they wanted a ten they should have said so..

well after a whole afternoon.. another fingertip mani was natanggal.. so i stand by my 1 peso.. and should have not even gave a peso to them..

so am i being maldita? haha

driving thru fiesta

last sunday i drove to the gym by myself.. unfortunately i forgot that i would be driving past the church where i assume most of the celebrations for fiestas happens.. so i tried to take a detour and ended up in the palengke side of the barangay and i was STUCKED in a middle of a fiesta celebration. me aad my big starex.. huhu

well the palengke is usually full of people and tricycles.. well that sunday afternoon some guys and boys were playing a game topless with grease on their body.. they were playing catch the Buko.. i forgot what the game is called but they were literally running towards my car rushing after a guy holding a buko in his arms.. i was freaking!! i didnt know how to get the hell out of the middle of the game.. sobrang scary talaga.. i was moving at snail pace and is passing side by side with people in both sides..

at least the people were patient.. maybe because im a girl...but im never ever going to do that again!! id rather be stuck in the middle of edsa with snail paced cars than in a middle of a crazy buko game with tons of people cheering on...

THE BEST POEM 2008

This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem of 2008, Written by an
African Kid

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored?