movies!!!

i watched 88 the other night in trinoma.. i didnt know it was about a serial killer hhe.. i was having second thoughts the moment i saw the dead people!! i would have left if not for the tickets and the popcorn! hhe it was pretty nice.. with the suspense and stuffs.. well when the light came on i realize that there were a lot of old guys watching the movie.. sobrang konti lang ng nanood and half of the groups had an old man with them hhe.. i realized that kami pala yung out of place.. maybe they were watching becauses Al Pacino is uhm catering to the more mature audience : )

last night i watched atonement which my bro downloaded way before the movie was shown here.. i didnt get to watch it in cinema so i made do with the downloaded file : ) *SPOILERS* wtf!! i didnt know about the thing that happened to the lovers huhuhu.. i was really surprised.. i completely forgot about the write ups about the movie so i was really shocked : ( anyway it was nice kinda boring in some parts pero really worth watching.. wala parin tatalo kay Mr Darcy : )

tonight i watched 27 dresses.. loved it : ) cyclops is so so cute!!!!!! love him hhe... even though i know na whats going to happen.. it still is nice to watch feel good movies once in a while.. hhe no thinking just a lot of sigh moments : )

i guess i havent graduated to mature films hhe.. maybe tom i'd watch sleepless in seattle.. another romantic comedy which ive keep on hearing about.. but im turned off by the color of the movie.. it seems really old..

hhe any other movie suggestions? im kinda bummed out of my mind these days..

anyway a friend "forced" me to watch grey's anatomy.. well not really maybe suggested and forced would be the better description.. i didnt realize that the guy is not the "grey" in "grey's anatomy"!!! akala ko siya yung lead hhe.. ive downloaded season 1 and waiting for me to like it before downloading season 2 and so on..

i feel weird.. i have so many smileys but im not hyperly happy.. kinda in a null mood.. not happy not sad not angry not calm.. im confused.. i feel like i should do something (i know i need to be doing something more worthwhile) i just dont know how to start..

you are what you eat

hhe everyone has heard of theis statement.. you are what you eat.. well then i guess im a junkie.. i can live for days with chips, ice cream, cake, chocolate, candies, soda, popcorn etc.. uhoh. not good lol.

thinking about death

are you scared to die?

im not sure if i believe people who says that they are not afraid to die.. because iam personally scared sh!tless about it.. i cannot stare death in the face without wanting to cry.. it's not just about being gone.. its about the feeling of emptiness.. i feel more for the people that are left behind.. of course death is a big thing for the person who died(for obvious reasns) but it wouldn't really have a big impact in his/her future(cause they dont have none in this world at least).. it's with the ones who are left behind that the dead person's death really matters.. and im scared about that.. im scared to feel that sense of emptiness and scared to cause such emptiness..

another thing is that- is it bad to appreciate death? what if the person is almost dead maybe not physically but in everything else.. what if he/she is living a miserable life? would death be so bad?

im feeling sad.. i dont like thinking about these stuff. its not good for my naivete(which i treasure hhe)

23 randomness

23 randomness

#1 my passion in life is to go anywhere everywhere somewhere all the time

#2 i love watching movies where there's a happy ending.. it makes me believe that maybe someday i can find my happy ending too

#3 i cry a lot watching tv soap..

#4 i love tortillos and catsup flavored picnic

#5 i still have my high school notes somewhere in my cabinet.. (due to laziness and sentimentality)

#6 i love vanilla ice cream

#7 i love gary v and jose mari chan.. the only local artist that i would pay to watch

#8 i have a stagnant friendster account and a one year delayed multiply acccunt

#9 ayaw kong may nakatapat sa akin na aircon or electric fan

#10 i must have read 1 out of 4 books that i have bought since i quit HSBC

#11 i believe HSBC is the best bank

#12 i hate snakes and anything slimy

#13 i have a claustrophobic tendency (almost fainted in mrt twice )

#14 i hate it when someone is angry with me

#15 i cant sing cant dance and cant draw

#16 my only sport would be badminton

#17 i dont have any contact with my college friends

#18 i am gaining more weight this past two months than i did these past 6 years

#19 i love having my picture taken (coz there's only a few shots that comes out okay.. lol)

#20 i have no idea how to read computer language

#21 i want to learn how to cook dance and play an instrument

#22 i want a boyfriend hhe..

# 23 i wish to grow old with my family and friends-all of which are doing well..

top of mind randomness.. pagpasensiyahan niyo na : )

weekend

it was fun.. parang wala tayong ginawa kung hindi kumain matulog at magkwentuhan.. oh yeah at mag babad ng katawan at legs in our very own oversized bath tub i mean pool : )

i went to trinoma tonight since my mom wanted to buy something.. kaya i was able to watch a part of gary v's show.. he's so cute in a idolizing way.. he can sing really really well even though he's dancing really really well and then he's so nice with the people.. and he's a Christian to boot.. haiz he's gotta be my favorite local artist..

he sang a lot of familiar old tagalog songs.. some remixed version of old favorites.. he was dancing and walking around so much it was a surprise that he could still hit all the notes.. he sang "How did you know" as his finale.. making me love him even more... it has got to be one of the most romantic song ever... and him singing it live is so so so so dreamy "sigh" moment..

movies and plays to watch

i just saw the trailer of sex and the city movie trailer in youtube.. i really wanna watch..

"life doesnt always turn out ot be your fantasy that's why
you need friendships that are real to get you through it all..."

-bradshaw in the trailer of the movie

parang it sums up the whole idea of the show..

I also want to watch Cinderella in theater..i guess you can never really accept that life is not a fairy tale.. sometimes you still want to be brain washed..hhe i have never really wanted to go watch a play.. forcibly a lot of times na for english and filipino classes.. oh yeah and chinese orgs (hhe joke lang H i really enjoyed that one)

summer!!!!!!!!!!!

it so HOT!!! i have spent two summers in hsbc making me remember how lucky i used to feel working in an airconed office all day during the hottest time of the day.. i can stand the freezing cold temp of the office.. you can just wear jackets or sweaters to make you more comfortable.. but now i need to deal with the heat like everybody else.. no wonder malls are such a hit in the philippines..