8 days til 080808

Olympics is coming!! Im not really a fan of olympics and the only thing i am excited to see is the lighting of the torch and of course the list of gold silver bronze medals each country gets..

pero syempre its different since this time around its in Beijing.. i really want to go to Beijing and experience the excitement and the beauty and the extravaganza that the Olympic would bring..

I love the mascots.. they're so cute!!

new telenovela

there's a new telenovela being aired in taiwan.. we have it here in cable.. however... it's in chinese cable.. huhu... just goes to show how bad my chinese is... i think at most i can understand half of what they're saying the other half i get from their actions..

it has JERRY YAN and WU CHUN in it.. super eye candies :D hhe well Jerry Yan is the guy on the right.. and wu chun is the one in the middle.. hhe i dont really know who the other guy is.. but i watched the show the other night and it seems that he's the bida of the show.. sad.. why?!?

its gonna be aired in abs but im not sure when.. it just started airing its first episode in taiwan..

lifehouse at araneta

last night H and me went to watch Lifehouse in araneta with a couple of her two TALL cousins :D hhe and her sister and her sister's friends..

i wasnt expecting much from the concert since i didnt had the time to cram.. so i am happy to report that i think i was able to sing along siguro 3-4 songs and am familiar with only half of the repertoire.. hhe it was not as nice as vertical horizon's concert last year (sorry. hhe) but it was still a good concert and the lead singer is so cute..

i dont know how to embed videos so here's an 18second video of just how cute the lead singer was...

laugh is the best medicine

today i have realized that i havent had a chance to laugh out loud as much as before..

since im just working at home and spending nights at home.. there's not much occassion to laugh..

and that led me to think that im getting older not as much because a day has passed.. but because now that we're working and not having enough time to do what we want.. there's not enough time to laugh.. well at least not as much as when we were younger..

oh no now im getting wrinkles from worrying about not laughing enough.. hhe..

the grass is greener on the other side

there's this article in the paper. where a writer was talking about how she and her friends being in their late twenties having a pretty successful life blah blah blah are still not contented with what they have. they dont know much about the future as we do.. isnt it funny that deep down everybody is the same?? that everyone is just as confused as you and me..  

she said something about when you begin to realize that you will forever be discontented that's when you can be happy.. we would forever we thinking that the grass is greener at the other side

i do believe that no one in this world is always happy.. you get snippets of happiness, a sprinkling of problem, a thread of patience, an ounce of anger and hopefully a gallon or two of faith and hope.. and i guess the only thing left to do is live life one emotion at a time

Jollibee

last sunday i went to kiddie party of my first inaanak.. it was in Jollibee.. and while i was watching the kids play and the mascot dance it made me realize that Jollibee is one of the Disney places for me.. it is where you feel like a kid no matter how old you are..  

a lot of random stuff since my last post...

today my bro said that cigarette ads are now banned in prints and media.. and my initial answer was what i thought that is on 2008 pa? my dad and bro looked at me like i was still asleep (it was around 8am naman) then it hit me.. ooh yeah. it is 2008.. lol second half of it i might say..

well i havent had the chance to update since my sister has been hogging the pc since the schoolyear started.. and the little time i have online is spent playing games and checking mails and of course checking your blogs for updates. :D

i have been wishing to go to Bohol for the longest time.. and it just so happened that we coincided with Typhoon Frank.... well even with Frank i still had a great time going around bohol or just plain wasting time in BBC.. i guess we made the right decision of choosing a good resort.. so worth it!!

love Bohol even with rain.. it was so anti peaceful but peaceful pa din.. i love vacations.. its a space in time where you feel like you dont need to worry about anything.. no work no rules no boundaries.

im supposed to go to batangas with my ex co workers this weekend but i dont think i will. my parents would kill me going away again right after bohol.. but i really think this would be the last thing that i would be doing with them.. its been half a year already and communcation with them has been almost zero.. but the resposible thing to do is to work especially now that 3 people resigned in a span of two weeks.. darn them..

i went to watch Hancock the other day with some grace people.. and i realize that i really dont know more than half of our batch.. well it doesnt help that im such an unsociable person until now.. is it weird that i find it easier to just stick with people who i already know than go out of my way to get to know someone who just might not want to get to know me?

well Hancock was good.. it was worth it not as good as Ironman pero I do like it better than Spiderman 3..

today i had another round of scolding from my dad.. rather than talk back i mean fight back.. i just kept quiet (i was quiet the whole morning) because i know i am at fault..

i just cant get myself to do what i know is right.. im not sure why.. somethings wrong with me. one part of me knows that i need to exert some effort but the other part of me feels that its not worth it or maybe i think im not worth it..

i feel so depressed hating myself for being such a coward.. i disguise it as laziness but i think im lazy because im a coward.