a lot of random stuff since my last post...

today my bro said that cigarette ads are now banned in prints and media.. and my initial answer was what i thought that is on 2008 pa? my dad and bro looked at me like i was still asleep (it was around 8am naman) then it hit me.. ooh yeah. it is 2008.. lol second half of it i might say..

well i havent had the chance to update since my sister has been hogging the pc since the schoolyear started.. and the little time i have online is spent playing games and checking mails and of course checking your blogs for updates. :D

i have been wishing to go to Bohol for the longest time.. and it just so happened that we coincided with Typhoon Frank.... well even with Frank i still had a great time going around bohol or just plain wasting time in BBC.. i guess we made the right decision of choosing a good resort.. so worth it!!

love Bohol even with rain.. it was so anti peaceful but peaceful pa din.. i love vacations.. its a space in time where you feel like you dont need to worry about anything.. no work no rules no boundaries.

im supposed to go to batangas with my ex co workers this weekend but i dont think i will. my parents would kill me going away again right after bohol.. but i really think this would be the last thing that i would be doing with them.. its been half a year already and communcation with them has been almost zero.. but the resposible thing to do is to work especially now that 3 people resigned in a span of two weeks.. darn them..

i went to watch Hancock the other day with some grace people.. and i realize that i really dont know more than half of our batch.. well it doesnt help that im such an unsociable person until now.. is it weird that i find it easier to just stick with people who i already know than go out of my way to get to know someone who just might not want to get to know me?

well Hancock was good.. it was worth it not as good as Ironman pero I do like it better than Spiderman 3..

today i had another round of scolding from my dad.. rather than talk back i mean fight back.. i just kept quiet (i was quiet the whole morning) because i know i am at fault..

i just cant get myself to do what i know is right.. im not sure why.. somethings wrong with me. one part of me knows that i need to exert some effort but the other part of me feels that its not worth it or maybe i think im not worth it..

i feel so depressed hating myself for being such a coward.. i disguise it as laziness but i think im lazy because im a coward.