Bang bang bang

today is the first time that i was able to hold a gun. im not sure if i would be able to push through with learning it. but i hope i would.

it was weird.. i've always wanted to fire a gun.. just for self defense of course: ) i didnt thought it would be that heavy.. i wasnt even able to "kasa" it properly.. the barrel was so "hard"..

and the when it was time to fire at the target paper.. i felt scared. yep scared.. i wasnt firing at a living thing.. it was a cardboard.. but i felt scared.. weird right?

the first time i fired.. i was almost thrown back by the force!! hhe i know im a weakling but i didntt thought i was that WEAK!!!! shux embarrassing..

it was nice. i hope i could do it again.. the right way.

oh yeah and the discrimination is horrible.. my brother fired about a dozen or two shots.. i fored a measly 5? times.. anyways i was so nervous i was happy to stop.. hhe till next time..