28 December 2008

2008 the not so good year

everytime i feel sorry about myself i would just remind myself that things could always get a lot worse.. it has not been a great year for me.. and based on the newspapers i think im not the only one.. i've experienced being lost and hurt and depressed and angry which was the basic theme of my 2008..

it has taken its toll in my work and my uhm head. well as vain as it sounds im afraid im getting a lot older faster when im always sad and gloomy.. i missed being the girl who used to go around the aisle of Rizal Library with a little hop in every step. to be the girl who would talk endlessly while working. well i cant go back to college but i could try to bring that little girl back.. one day at a time..

i dont want to look 24 by the end of next year.. because i would always and forever be 21 ; ) so whoever would ask my age next year it would be 21.. well of course unless its about the kai-shiao thing then i guess i should tell my real age unless i want to be paired up with a kid right? hhe

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

urk! 24! already! ... 1 more year and we're going to be 25! bleh...

ah, for me, i don't have any wish to go back. it was fun and all; but the older we get, the more freedom we experience. and i wouldn't trade it for the world :)