low pain tolerance

i have been described to have a very low tolerance sa pain.. well if a very high self preservation instinct means low pain tolerance then i guess iam.. haha

i cringe in pain when i see people in pain. when i was younger i used to dream of becoming a doctor.. but when i reaalize that iam scared of blood.. well im not scared of the blood per se but dun sa sugat.. i feel the pain as if i am the one with the sugat.. it gives me the creeps.

haha so the dream of becoming a doctor was scrapped.. and now that i think about it maybe thats also the reason why i cry so easily.... its like a defense mechanism people would usually back off when the see someone cry.. and embarrassing as it is. i do cry at the slightest things..