despedida

tonight we had our despedida with HBPH team.. its really sad to be leaving and knowing that this dinner would officially "cut" our relationship with my original team.. sad but i guess its time to move on and experience new people and new environment..

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i believe that adaptability to change is a very important criteria for a person to succeed. unfortunately im not sure if i have that "adventurous" streak that loves change.. i tend to find comfort in the old ways wherein i am confident in myself. whereas i find it hard to find myself being the newbie again.. when im prone to making mistakes and following the "teachers" word for word because i dont understand a thing.

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my other teammates who has not left the team yet are both thinking of resigning and just starting their own busines.. i know we all dream of having our own business and really standing on our own two feet. but i know that as of now. im still not ready. i dont think im mature enough and experienced enough. im not sure if this is the "matured" me speaking or the "insecure" me discouraging.. im confused. and im sad to be confused..

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we had dinner at giligans.. it was really nice to have dinner with them because it feels fun even though there was nothing really special about the event.. we just ate and talked and left.. but i find it nice to be simply there together and knowing that it will not be complete without one of them.. having spent exactly 9 months with them.. its nice to know that we can let our guard down and simply enjoy each other's company.

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im both happy and sad because of the despedida..

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but sabi ko nga dati with my PSI micro buddies. happy na din ako.. even if we can't make the relationship last at least we were able to share this experience together.