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actually my friends invited me to eat dinner before going home unfortunately im not yet done with my work: ( until 7 kasi ako so mga 7 plus pa ako matatapos.. they tried to wait for me naman pero i told them to go ahead na.. : (
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anyway since late kami nagstart late din kami natapos.. my parents were super angry.. i cant tell them i went out with my team coz they would be anxious since i barely know them.. kaya they cannot understand why we(me and my former team) had another dinner when we just have our despedida the other night..
anyway i was not able to meet up with kim today coz i was too damn scared to ask permission kahit na sa the block lang.. : (
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dinner was awkward.. i should have listened to my inner voice and just went home even though it's friday night.. barely ate coz i didnt have the appetite for what they're ordering.. i was able to get to know a few of my new teammates better. one of which nakasama ko na sa CAS dati.
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they keep telling me to let go of my former team na. masyado pa rin daw akong attach sa CAS. i told them na hindi kasi ako sanay na super seriuos at hindi naguusap ang mga kasama ko.. i think i better shut my big mouth before i alienate myself from my new team..
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but i feel that im getting used to my new team na din naman.. sad pa rin at times but i go back to my former place less frequently na.. i guess its normal to compare them sa former team ko.. ibang iba talaga.. sana maging okay naman itong new team ko
even though....
- they rarely talk.. if they talk its about work..
- they dont go out together.. yesterday was their first..
- they are older.. kahit wala sa itsura
- serious sa work..
- barely eat lunch.
- shifting
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i hope in a week or two, i learn to like my new team para hindi naman puro negative stuff nasusulat ko about them.
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