its been a HELL of a month. i have tons of thoughts about a lot of stuffs but i just cant make myself write anything about it. i feel like i wont be able to say what i truly feel and that it stops me from writing anything..
tonight my mom was praying a prayer which was provided by a friend. she tells me that praying it makes her heart feel a little lighter. and i told her that people seeks a higher Being to believe in when things are out of our reach or control. people find it easier to understand life when they believe that someone is watching and guiding all of us.. it may be to God, to Allah, to Buddha, to any saints there are. but the idea or the faith is the same. (grace might just disown me for this) we seek understanding through something that is not understandable. so that it takes a part of our responsibility or a part of our worries away from us.
after my long lecture. hhe. i realize that i was being selfish. di ko ma explain. its not the simple i go to God when im scared.. its more like i have lost my faith in people that i place my faith in Him nlng.. see i dont even understand what im thinking anymore..
01 October 2008
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That's actually very admu theo. heh. I agree. We turn to a higher Being in times of need and maybe that's the silver lining of it all.
oooh.. maybe i should have listened more in our theo philo classes.. maybe i would have understand all these experiences more..
they did say that prayer doesn't do anything to God, and it's meant more for us...
cut yourself some slack. i doubt if we were meant to understand it all *grin grin grin*
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